-Extremely Moody now-
Ms.Annlyn decides to give up on the half way of Advanced life.
I can understand her helpless and the stress she faced. So, respect her decision.
She gonna leave us soon, the one who always bring us hapiness.
Now, only me and LingLing leaving here and continue fighting.
I don't know how far can I proceed.
Maybe I'll quit soon? *This is what 'am I thinking.
Leaving from the hapiness,
I'm proceeding to the loneliness.
I can't see my future just because I never plan for it.
What is waiting for me?
When can I see my own road?
There was a poem learned in Secondary School, talking about a person is standing at the center of the cross street where waiting him to make decision.
I'm standing at the center point of the cross-street.
Continue to study?
Working as part-timer to ensure the road that I want to proceed?
Working as full-timer as final decision?
Honestly, my mind is blank.
My eyes are temporary blind.
Can't see the further destination.
Me, helpless, lonely.
sim sim, i oso hv same feeling wif u... my brain is BLANK also... don no how...
because we're in the same situation without closed friends as last time. Can't accept it so sudden... It drives me down until no heart to do anything.
continue babe...no matter how hard is it..:) i'm sorry that i fail to give u my concern for such a long time..:( but i wish u'll always be alright okay? <3
babe, forgive my weakness.. I'm too soft to face the problems. Sometimes I'll think that is't better if I studied with you all..? I tried my best to be strong and tp keep smile always. Do you know, socialization is really too tough to me. I'm not skillful enough in pretending.. I just can say, I tried my best.
dun give up~mz learn 2 be independent yaaa~jz go through this phase then u will learn alot~cant giv up babe~we r fighting 2gether althogh we r far frm u~=)