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Title: Little Fun fun

Editor: Sim sim

Finally i can upload my video clip! ❤

As shown of the title, 

this video clip is me especially make for my Fun Fun

Those who always update my blog will know that she is the one who I love the most in my campus life.

Yesterday noon, i received a message from her.

"Wanna tell you guys that i really can't proceed to advaced diploma.. Anyway, i won't forget the times that stay with you all.."

My tears dropped down when i saw the message.

These two weeks,

I prayed to wish that my little fun fun can success to proceed to advanced diploma with us,

and, I always believe she will be!

She was confidence in her paper but how come she would failed it?

My mind suddenly came out with lots memories with my little fun fun..

She is a caring, lovely and sweet girl.

She supports me all over the time.

We done our assignments until mid-night together. 

We attended class together and also "ponteng".

We planned to sing-k very often. 

OK! Now SSSH "kick" her out from my life,

so I should make myself to be strong.

I can't be lazy anymore, because nobody will back me up*

I can't do anything wrong in study, because nobody will forgive my false*

I can't absent classes always, because nobody is lazy as me again*

Absence becomes the usual thing that i did in last 2 weeks, 

Sorry for that,

but I really don't like the study time when my little fun fun is not around.

I don't want to face the truth.

Now,

the fact is here.

I should accept.

Since I always ask someone to face the fact,

so... I should do it at first, right?

Ya, my life is started NOW!

Annlyn, Ling ling, Yeunis,

Promise, I won't make you disappointed again!

Little Fun Fun,

wish you good luck in your future life,

and.. don't worry,

We still can meet up always!

The time to chill won't be missed!

I LOVE YOU, always.

Tehee~ my advanced diploma already come to 3rd week.. so sad, i can't enjoy it even though i force myself to do so. As what i had been "EMO" at my previous post, i lose my friends in my campus life. Actually not as special and serious as what i said, and i thought i can fit it well in a very soon period. But, facts is cruel. i totally feel lonely, especially during tutorial classes.

I'm the one who hard to talk with others, I have no idea on what should I talk with people at first..

This drives me to feel sad and stress in the class. Sad, I don't have the one who can hear me when i face problem. Stress, i have to change the style to do assignment since grouping with "new partners". I have to suit the time, the way they do work, the style they put into the assignment.. God bless me to do well in it. I don't want to be the burden of others! it will make me SHAME!

Throwing away the sadness side of my recent life, shall i talk some about positive and happiness?

There is a CC (cyber cafe) season for me and Master Ho! Yup, we run to cc every night / mid-night to have "big businee"! for guys, DOTA is always their favourite, how for me? L4D2 is hottiest! i admit that i'm still NOOB in it even i play this online game for one year, especially shooting. It makes me get lowest shooting accuracy among teamates unless misshooting my teamates with high rate! **shame*

during this CC season, three more people join us! Annlyn and her super hubby--Jesselpon Ang are our first guests while Master Ho's friend -- Iverson Lee is second guest. we always meet to have dinner that straight to start our "war" representively..

DOTA' gang:

1. Master Ho

2. Darren Cheng

3. Jesselpon Ang

4. Iverson Lee

L4D2' gang:

1. Sim

2. Carmen Jang

3.Hazel Chee

4. Annlyn Tan

it's fun to meet almost every night. Do you believe, we play at least 5 hours per day! so, i sleep at 5am everyday. My panda eyes come out very sOOn! Many people think that we're crazy and addicted deeply on it, but it becomes the way to release my stress and sadness in my life. because of this, i'm closer with dear Camen and Hazel rather than my B3' classmates. It sounds sad, right? but it's true.

Alone makes me learn to be independent, i hope i can do it. Learning still in the process, at least, i start to listen my class with 99.9% concntrate. I try my best to avoid asking others about problem on study, I don't want do nonsense in class.

Besides this, meeting new friends and coursemates make me feel that is time to upgrade myself. They're PRO in what they do.. Language, Managing Skill, Communication Way.. I should learn it! so, i should upgrade my English as the first but not just stop it at Secondary school standard! *it's sad*

Two of my beloved honey baby have travel to Taiwan and Japan as where they wish to go. Both are favourite travelling paradise for me. Heard from them, they get many items with a super duper cheap price! Oh my God~ it attracts me so so much! So, when can i make it true?

i said i want to save mony but where is the money? Answer: others' pocket.. Sob Sob.. T.T

Japanese class attracts me also. I do remember that it was 3,4 years ago that i started to say to attend Japanese class. But i still stop my Japanese level in saying "Konichiwa, Ganbate, Ogenkidesuka..?"

Really, i should upgrate myself but not just sitting here to waste my parent's money and also my life!

I want make my life be ENJOYABLE & COLORFUL!!!

最近的自己，很脆弱，自己也无法控制的脆弱。

或许，『朋友』在我的心目中真的占了很大一席位子。

每个人都害怕失去吧？

而我，必然的，非常害怕，也很厌恶！

我再次迎向新的学习之路，

身为advanced diploma的学生，

对于未来，无疑，我有很多的憧憬及期望。

犹记得当初的我们，是多么兴致勃勃地讨论着新学年的期许，

老实说，因为你们，我才如此坚决留在这继续念书，

因为，我衷心期待着我们常常天马行空所想出来的充实生活。

难道，现实真的如此残酷？

或许，是我太执着与一切，

但是我真的很希望我们五个人，

还能天天腻在一起，

天天一起不理旁人的发疯，天天一起说别人是非，天天一起杯葛不喜欢的老师和身边的人，

天天一起大声嚷嚷，天天一起嬉笑，天天一起拍照，天天一起去宿舍聊天，

只要其中一人遇上困難或不愉快，

我们就互相安慰，互相鼓励，互相逗对方开心，互相作弄对方以博君一笑，

只要其中一人做错事，

我们都毫不留情的指责。

飯飯，

我最要好最要好的姐妹，

我们最常一起做的事－－逃课，

是他們公认的懒惰二人组，

虽然常常被大家责备，但是还是常常逃学，*真是不知惭愧的我们*

最佳听众，

有时，我还没说，她就明白我要表达的。。

琳琳，

超级可爱的女生，每次吃亏了但还是无所谓，

但这就是她受欢迎的关键，

男女通杀！！

虽然应该是她保护我们，

但是往往，都是我们在保护她的感觉，

也是好听众一名。。

跟她在一起，不会有压力，不会有烦恼。。

louise，

我们的大姐姐，标准香水达人，

最常为我们做的事就是为我们出头！

她是一个外表“凶悍”，但是内心很善良的女生，

好几次，我被欺負或在我伤心的时候，

她都帮了我，开导了我很多东西。。

虽然你会很少与我们聚在一起了，

但是我会很想你的！

现在的我，

遇上不开心，或是被欺负时，

都還是会很希望你在我们身边！

annlyn,

超级无敌活跃的哆啦A梦迷，

当初，因为她的过于活跃，

我都不敢与她做朋友，

但原来，她也是一个外表总是挂着开心笑脸，

但是内心还是藏着很多忧郁，压力和认真的因子！

不管我们还会不会天天見面，

但是我想对你們说：谢谢你们在我的DPR生涯留下很多无厘头，美好，搞笑，窝心的回忆我爱你们喔！^..^

hi hi! finally i come again to update my blog. I'm in holiday since i finish my diploma and waiting for my advanced diploma. quite a nice try again for me when training season and oversea are waiting for me in advanced. wish me good luck in it! actually there are some special incidents happened last month should be updated to here, but.. i'm quite lazy to arrange and edit my photoes and blog.. so... see ya in next post!=)

well, let me to tell you again my new wish for May.. -->  

I WANT TO BE FASHIONABLE!!!!

recent me love to be matured and become high-heels lover! i know it's quite a hard mission for me to wear a pair of high-heels andwalk for whole day, but i try it! just because i found that high-heels is best to suit any stuff! so, i'm still in training myself to be expert in wearing it.

as reference from my favourite fashion magazine--ViVi, i spot some styles that i always love and wish to be that!

No.1

i like one piece since i no need to think and worry about upper and bottom seprately.. SAVE TIME+SAVE COST! a big ribbon is also one of my favourite stuffs although i still failed to find a nice one to buy it..

No.2

mix & match is my favourite too.. it can be cool but also ladies.. PERFECT WOMEN! ^..<

No.3

what will come to your mind when first sight on this style? for me, it's just like a rich lady is waiting her hi-tea! am i suit to be a rich lady? =)

No.4

Ladies Ladies Ladies! just like a soft lady dances around during the spring season!

No.5

i love the shirt so so much! i think it's suit to be wore to campus.. =)

No.6

it's the matured style.. it's quite easy for us to wear out such 'feel' besides it suits to attend many types of events/ activities.. eg:girls gathering??!!

No.7

this is different from the others, it's more 'boylish' and... i love the shoes and i'm finding it! wish to get it soon!

No.8

t-shirt/blouse+short pant+high-heels=wonderful!

well, this is what i want to be. should I? but first of all, i need to earn money to get my stuff!! and it's time for me to manage my hair again, it becomes "one pak of shit" again.. no more shape, no more great color, no more style! see ya=)

well. i'm really feeling  stress recently since FINAL EXAM is coming to attack me immediately after finish all bullshit assignment.

There is no time for me to rest!!

Luckily, there are only 3 subject to sit (if there is no resit paper, i have only TWO paper T.T)

There are days of time between the subjects, so, i would like to work at PC Fair on 16th April until 18th April!!

It's time for me to grab money! It's time for me to make payment too..

i still hutang my cousin rm300 as saman fee while need to ready rm300-500 for rental deposit..

just as Ellyn babe said :i move house again!

actually where i'm staying is quite a good environment and fulled facilities, but due to some personal reasons, i forced to move out from there. 

The time that i shuold move is nearer and nearer to me but i still haven't start to find a new room!! OMG~ God bless me, plz..

when i have my "new house",

Ms. Ellyn, sure i invite you to come as i promise you~^^

come back to my working PC Fair plan, i feel that i'm really lucky enough to success to work,

because i'm really last last last minute to confirm to work.

normally, all opportunities already full.. 

but really thanks for my friend, helping me to ask the chance until i get it.

it is 3rd time that i work for the company- SENSONIC!!

it's quite a funny and kind team,

all the "gor gor" treat us very nice,

that's why i strongly feel want to work besides financial reason^^

According to Ms. Tan Annlyn, working at PC Fair is also a useful way to KEEP FIT!!

we need to stand for at least 8 hours and walk here walk there and only eat max two meal per day,

so it's fast to low our weight! hahaXD 

quite a good news for me!!

i really need to keep fit since i already reach my max weight--46kg!

if my weight is keep increasing then i break my own record!!

i Don't Want It!!!!!

so,

God Bless Me,

don't let me get any injured and sick as last time,

so that i can success to work three days and get rm300!!

after paying money back to my cousin and pay the rental deposit, 

then i can fulfill myself to buy my GUCCI perfume!!

phwee~~~~

Ganbatte neh!!!