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Tehee~ my advanced diploma already come to 3rd week.. so sad, i can't enjoy it even though i force myself to do so. As what i had been "EMO" at my previous post, i lose my friends in my campus life. Actually not as special and serious as what i said, and i thought i can fit it well in a very soon period. But, facts is cruel. i totally feel lonely, especially during tutorial classes.

I'm the one who hard to talk with others, I have no idea on what should I talk with people at first..

This drives me to feel sad and stress in the class. Sad, I don't have the one who can hear me when i face problem. Stress, i have to change the style to do assignment since grouping with "new partners". I have to suit the time, the way they do work, the style they put into the assignment.. God bless me to do well in it. I don't want to be the burden of others! it will make me SHAME!

Throwing away the sadness side of my recent life, shall i talk some about positive and happiness?

There is a CC (cyber cafe) season for me and Master Ho! Yup, we run to cc every night / mid-night to have "big businee"! for guys, DOTA is always their favourite, how for me? L4D2 is hottiest! i admit that i'm still NOOB in it even i play this online game for one year, especially shooting. It makes me get lowest shooting accuracy among teamates unless misshooting my teamates with high rate! **shame*

during this CC season, three more people join us! Annlyn and her super hubby--Jesselpon Ang are our first guests while Master Ho's friend -- Iverson Lee is second guest. we always meet to have dinner that straight to start our "war" representively..

DOTA' gang:

1. Master Ho

2. Darren Cheng

3. Jesselpon Ang

4. Iverson Lee

L4D2' gang:

1. Sim

2. Carmen Jang

3.Hazel Chee

4. Annlyn Tan

it's fun to meet almost every night. Do you believe, we play at least 5 hours per day! so, i sleep at 5am everyday. My panda eyes come out very sOOn! Many people think that we're crazy and addicted deeply on it, but it becomes the way to release my stress and sadness in my life. because of this, i'm closer with dear Camen and Hazel rather than my B3' classmates. It sounds sad, right? but it's true.

Alone makes me learn to be independent, i hope i can do it. Learning still in the process, at least, i start to listen my class with 99.9% concntrate. I try my best to avoid asking others about problem on study, I don't want do nonsense in class.

Besides this, meeting new friends and coursemates make me feel that is time to upgrade myself. They're PRO in what they do.. Language, Managing Skill, Communication Way.. I should learn it! so, i should upgrade my English as the first but not just stop it at Secondary school standard! *it's sad*

Two of my beloved honey baby have travel to Taiwan and Japan as where they wish to go. Both are favourite travelling paradise for me. Heard from them, they get many items with a super duper cheap price! Oh my God~ it attracts me so so much! So, when can i make it true?

i said i want to save mony but where is the money? Answer: others' pocket.. Sob Sob.. T.T

Japanese class attracts me also. I do remember that it was 3,4 years ago that i started to say to attend Japanese class. But i still stop my Japanese level in saying "Konichiwa, Ganbate, Ogenkidesuka..?"

Really, i should upgrate myself but not just sitting here to waste my parent's money and also my life!

I want make my life be ENJOYABLE & COLORFUL!!!